being still

Test me with a knife,I shall surrender to your thought.
What’s weary is nonsense,what’s trivial is essential.
As daring as I am, I’m nothing without a sword.
But please please please, shut your mouth this time.
I hear it once twice already.

The loneliest I’ve ever been,
as if something has just snatched my whole being away from me.
What I treasure the most is my aloneness.
What I loathe the most is my aloneness.
Everything is there.
Consist of nothing but that alone.

Light shines through the space beneath my bedroom door,
I’m waiting for the shadow to walk pass.

Don’t stop...…
Don't.

~s$t~